So ive lost about 8 young people i know in 7 years...one recently the night before new years..i cant help but wonder where she is right now? anyways since i cant ever sleep at night and i have no reason to get up tomorow since its goin to blizzard i thought id write on here seeing as i have no one to talk to... i doubt any one will read this and that is fine. Anyways i feel like the more people i lose the crazier i get.. not in a bad sense i guess . Just in the way that i cherish the little moments more, have fun more. i have piercings everywhere and my hair is usually at least 5-8 different colors a once and most people think its outlandish BUT. You only have one life.. your only young once.. you only have one time(so they say) to do whatever you want to do on this earth? So why be professional until you have to be ?! why not do everything you want to do before your time is up? why is the world so narrow minded ill never know or care. I am judged by alot because of my appearance but i have learned that life is to short to care what others think is right and isnt right or whats stylish and whats not in style. In the end all you have is yourself anyway. Point blank,End of story. im nuts. goodnight